Anonymous asked: how are you still a virgin?!!?!

i’m just kidding.

Anonymous asked: are you still dating @seedoubletee?

yessss I am.

I need to stop over thinking everything in my life. I’m an “over analyzer”. I rip everything going on in my life down to the core and eventually analyze the shit out of all of it. This can’t be healthy. It’s causing me to have a lot of stress and anxiety for no damn reason. I keep telling myself to not worry my life away, but I’m an “over analyzer” and I just care way too much about the people in my life. On average, I think that I put someone else’s feelings before mines 95% of the time. Sometimes I do so much for other people that I forget about myself. And when that fucked up realization slaps me in the face, it hits me hard, and I start thinking and thinking about what I NEED TO DO IN MY LIFE. I think about school and how I just want to graduate, I think about my bf and how I don’t wanna lose him, I think about work and where I wanna be. It’s ALL really over whelming sometimes….if you know me, the only thing that I can do to cure myself of this over thinking and over analyzing is to clean.lol Cleaning is very therapeutic for me. While I clean I feel like I finally have control over something in my life after being scatter brained. I just need to keep telling myself to not worry about tomorrow, yesterday, or last week…I need to worry about today. One step at a time

I can think of a million ways to die right now. With everything that surrounds us in this world we’re lucky to make it through 24 hours. 

(Source: mywoundscryforthegrave)

Anonymous asked: sigh im depressed cuz i havent met you yet :(

Depression is a bitch, she’s been bothering me for the past few weeks. Maybe some day. who are u? where do you live?

Anonymous asked: Y U SOO COOL? can we be friends?

I’m far from cool. I’m just me lol—it’s hard to be friends with an anon. 

Anonymous asked: do you manscape?

Of course I do… What gay guy doesn’t

Anonymous asked: are you a virgin?

Yes ;)

Anonymous asked: is your name really jeff paige?

Haha no it isn’t my real last name is agbayani.

Anonymous asked: Do you like spam? haha

I actually hate spam. I hate canned spam, email spam, EVERY kind of spam. It’s just way too salty for me.